29 February 2008

Favorite Artists



Painting: Claude Monet. Of course! Who doesn't love his waterlilies?!?



Photography: Thomas D. Mangelsen is absolutely amazing. He always captures the greatest pictures. Some of them are so awesome that they look like they were painted. You probably have seen the famous picture of the bear catching the fish in the river while its jumping up a waterfall.



Animation: Steve Hilbert (I have no idea how I ever came across him, but I love his sketches! And funny, but i found out that he was the one of the artists for Jimmy Neutron.)



Sculpting: Lladro. (This is the very first sculpture of Lladro's that I ever saw, in a little shop in Sulvang, California on a trip with my grandparents. I remember telling my Grandma that I want to have the sculpture for a wedding present. That desire has not changed. =]) I absolutely love his style.

27 February 2008

Hold On Thy Way

Doctrine and Covenants (D&C) Sections 121 and 122 are two sections that I read and apply to my life often. They both were given to the Prophet Joseph while he was a prisoner at Liberty Jail. Although given at separate times, I feel like Section 122 is a continuation of Section 121. It is through these two sections that, when I am in a low place, or am feeling like the whole world is collapsing around me, I am able to gather the strength and comfort I need to endure to the end—knowing that of all that are called, I am one that is chosen.

A personal experience of this simple truth is when winter comes around in Utah. Depression tends to arrive along with the snow. And when I am not carefully reading my scriptures and saying my prayers daily, I immediately form the habit of sleeping long hours (more than is needful), skipping too many classes, and overall, having no motivation to do anything productive in my life because it all just seems pointless. However, when I do the things that I am supposed to, like reading my scriptures and saying my prayers, the Lord gives me the help I need. Every winter morning when I wake up, the phrase, “Hold on thy way” (D&C 122:9), comes into my mind. Knowing that Jesus Christ is on my side and that He understands me, gives me the strength I need to roll out of bed and onto my knees. I can continue on with my day with a smile on my face and my heart filled with light—even when there are dark clouds in the sky and two feet of snow on the ground.

Being chosen, we are required to live righteously and endure to the very end. Elder N. Eldon Tanner reminds us “we must not be nearly dependable, but always dependable… Remember, there are many called, but few are chosen. And why are they not chosen? Because their hearts are set upon the things of the world, and aspire to the honors of men” (“Dependability,” Ensign, Apr. 1974, p.5). The Lord has asked us to trust in Him always and to endure to the end by being His dependable servants. We can maintain this dependability by living righteous lives and by doing those things that He has asked of us that consequently, give us the greatest joy as well. Elder Dieter Uchtdorf explains that “enduring to the end is a process filling every minute of our life, every hour, every day, from sunrise to sunrise. It is accomplished through personal discipline following the commandments of God” (“Have We Not Reason to Rejoice?” Ensign, Nov. 2007, p.19). For those of us who continue to “endure valiantly in the gospel of Jesus Christ” (D&C 121:29), we shall receive so many wonderful blessings in this life and the life to come. By being one that is chosen, we must endure to the end because “it means strength of character, selflessness, and humility; it means integrity and honesty to the Lord and our fellowmen. It means making our homes strong places of defense and a refuge against worldly evils…” (Uchtdorf p.21). Enduring to the end is a daily challenge. We are natural men and women and as such, fall short of perfection frequently in our lives. Which is why the simple day-to-day responsibilities like personal prayer are so important. This is a time that we can use to repent and have the atoning sacrifice of Jesus Christ remove our sins and to make up for what we cannot do ourselves. This is the time when we can open up our hearts to the Lord and receive the strength we need to keep moving forward.

Those that have not been chosen, have had their hearts set on the world. Enduring to the end means making our homes a refuge against that world. By enduring to the end, we are not only actively moving along the strait and narrow path towards our eternal goal, but we are setting up defenses against the very real possibility of turning our backs on the Lord if we lose sight of that eternal goal. In the mists of darkness and the clouds of despair (for me), sometimes it can be so difficult to keep putting one foot in front of the other. But those defenses that we have built are what keep us moving. Those defenses include scripture-study and personal prayer, as well as church and temple attendance. All these add together to help me form a lasting relationship with my Savior, Jesus Christ. Each day that I strive to endure to the end by doing all that I can, I gain a stronger and more personal testimony of the life and purpose of my Redeemer. Remarkably, my testimony of His life, His death, and His resurrection; of His divinity, His humanity, and His love for me, give me the will power to get up in the morning and smile throughout my day. What a wonderful plan of happiness our Heavenly Father has prepared. We can never repay our Father or Savior for the debt we have, because even after we have done all that we can do in our repayment to them, He blesses us that much more.

“…If the heavens gather blackness, and all the elements combine to hedge up the way; and above all, if the very jaws of hell shall gape open the mouth wide after thee, know thou, my son [and daughter], that all these things shall give thee experience, and shall be for thy good. The Son of Man hath descended below them all. Art thou greater than he? Therefore, hold on thy way….” (D&C 122:7-9).

25 February 2008

Dr. Pepper

Love it. Can't Live without it. That is all I have to say.

19 February 2008

Seasonal Depression??


So I guess I haven't gone to a shrink to find out exactly what I have. But definitely from about Nov-March in Utah, I am not the happiest person. From reading into it, I decided that I have seasonal depression. I do not see enough of the sun! And this ruins my life! =D (So to speak). So I was talking to my mom, and decided that even if it's cold outside, if the sun is out, I have to spend at least 20 minutes at one time outside. But I also got a pass to a tanning salon. I know! I never thought that I would ever fake 'n' bake. But I'm not doing it because I'm vain! I'm doing it because I need the endorphins that the body releases when you sun bathe! So this should be fun. I went for the first time yesterday. Sarah dropped me off. It was an interesting experience, but quite relaxing. Can't wait to do it again!

18 February 2008

Update in the Last Few Months

Amy (Ogles cousin) and I enjoying ourselves at a UVSC Bball game on New Years Eve!
Sarah and I freezing in the snow.
Isn't this pic great? Yeah! I took it! Woot!

Christmas Day. We went crazy during picture-taking.
For a ward service auction, I won a week of excitement from 3 boys in my ward. Doug, Aaron and Ben came over and did some strange, entertaining things for me. This was Day 1 and I was laughing soooo hard.

12 February 2008

Home Pool Got Remodeled!

So somethin' happened (I am confused as to what) but basically, we had to revamp our whole pool back home! And Sandi Skinner's dad did it! He is so skilled!
Before: During:After:


You probably can't tell, but it really looks awesome! There are the cool tile decorations on the stairs now and instead of broken concrete on the edges of the pool, we have that gorgeous stone that matches my house. Yeah! Can't wait to swim in it! (Not that that will happen anytime soon!) But apparently the hot tub works now! Amaazzzing! Like the heat AND the air jets. Why didn't we fix it earlier? Marie is the only one that is going to benefit from this renovation seeing as she is still in high school!

Hawaii 2008 Trip


I am soooo super excited to go to Hawaii this summer with my Sheranian side of the family! We are renting a beach house somewhere on the northshore and enjoying being in such a beautiful place! I'm excited to go snorkeling and tanning and sight-seeing. And I'm excited for the flea markets (I'm saving up money to spend there!) and to eat tons of pineapple and smell all of the plumerias. And I'm even ready for the sunburn I know that I will get! Maybe I'll even be able to hike really far this time! =D I can't wait to buy aloevera from the ABC Stores and to eat at Cheeseburgers in Paradise (we better!) or that one restaurant named after the famous surfer Duke. This whole trip is going to make my summer! woot!



2008 Primary Presidential Candidates

So I know that the primaries for several states are all over. But I have been more into this whole voting thing than ever before! (Mostly because I can actually vote this year--as opposed to 2004 when I turned 18 two months afterwards!)

One thing in the California primaries (I was an absentee voter) that made me laugh hysterically were all of the sad propositions. I am proud of the people who wanted to do something politically (there is a silent majority who basically do not live up to their civic/political duty as a citizen of the United States). But really... there were 7 propositions and only one (that I could tell) that was not bull. If you didn't really look into the propositions, you would totally have said yes to a few of them and it would not have been a good thing! One had bizarre wording about reducing the amount of years a Californian can stay in office from 14 to 12. That's funny though because a rep can only stay in the senate for 8 years and in the assembly for 6 which yes, equals 14. But the catch on this prop is that by reducing the full amount from 14 to 12, a rep can now be in the senate for 12 or the assembly for 12. The other catch is that it starts now, so someone who has been in the senate for 8 years already, can now be in the senate for another 12. Not really something that I want. But if I hadn't really looked into the proposition, the wording would have fooled me.

I am a Democrat. I am. And I'm proud of it. But I am also very sad to see Mitt Romney go. He was a good man and would have been a good candidate. If it had come down to Mitt and Barack, I would not have cared who I voted for because I would have known that no matter what, and no matter their political differences, the country would be in the hands of an honest and more-than-competent leader (which can not always be said of our current position). However, we shall see where it ends up. I don't think the Lord will let a candidate win that will TOTALLY ruin the U.S. =D

My roommates and I had fun on Super Tuesday, though. We watched all the polling results on CNN the whole night.

09 February 2008

Provo Housing


So right now, I'm living at Raintree. I love my ward but hate the apartment. =D So I'm planning to move out in the Spring. And I've been looking at different places, including The Colony and Omni. I REALLY want to live in Omni because the price is amazing: for your own bedroom and a washer/dryer IN the apartment and covered parking (IF i had a car) for only $295 if you get a year round contract--which I would. (www.omniapts.com) The one downside to it is that although all the people in the ward are really nice, they are also relatively old. I'm be considering a "youngin.'" They range between 24-28. Soooo most people are already in their careers. But I guess we'll see. The apt is just so appealing!

07 February 2008

Grad Schools

So I've been really thinking about graduate schools lately (and looking into them thoroughly). It's been slightly stressful thinking about loans and GREs and whether I want to have to write a thesis or go the non-thesis route. I've been looking at different programs (like BYUs SLP (speech lang pathology) masters program which mainly pushes research in the clinical field---or like U of U's who pushes actually working in clinics with patients). Both of them are good areas, but I'm just not sure if I want to basically do research all my life (doing studies on kids) or just focusing on treatment. So I've decided my top 3 ultimate favorite graduate schools are at:

University of Utah
Arizona State Univ
Ohio Univ

Funny, but if I had my choice, I'd probably choose Arizona. The price isn't a kick in the stomach (compared to Boston Univ) and the program is both research and clinical based and Arizona doesn't have snow. =D Oh, and there is also a good large group of LDS kids there as well, so I won't be in a branch of 10 or less.

I feel like I've been jumping ahead of myself by looking into grad schools already, but then I think, "oh goodness. I have to apply by January of next year" which means that I have to have taken the GRE (and received a good/better score) and written all the essays and received recommendation letters...which leaves me only about 8 months before I should begin the application process and only a year before I find out what schools accepted/rejected me! Eeeek!